When you get older.
I believe it is my fault that some people leave, some people forgets. But to be truthful, I held you guys quite closely to my heart and I know it is my fault for not turning up a few times, not because I don’t care, but I was busy and I really can’t make it. Did you all even try to understand? No. You brushed me off and decided that I wasn’t important anymore. That feeling sucks. So now, I am trying to convince myself that, yes, I’m not important to you all anymore, so are you to me.
Goodbye friends.
I’m tired
It hurts so much, I don’t even know where to start. I bet it is hurting for dad and mum too, and my brother. There are just things that we can never resolve. It has always been complicated for us, there are things that went wrong in this family that nothing we can do to heal it back.
Tell me what i can do? I wanted to stay strong and do what I can for all of us. But my tears keep coming out and it wouldnt stop.
Dear god, I’ve done a lot to save us, can you please, please give me hand…before I decide to let go and let it fall.
